I’ve felt like I’ve lost control of my life. I mean, things are great in most of it. There’s 10% where stuff is okay, but if I could switch it the 10% would be great and the “most of it” okay.
What I am trying to say is whatever I try to do, work really hard on, put the effort and time in, doesn’t really work out. Other stuff that I half-care about, do not put much effort into, and do not harbor any long-term feelings about works out pretty well.
Yarrrgh to life.